Drop Drill
From the head
of our class
the teacher shouted:
"Drop!"
and our chairs
drilled back
across the floor.
We dove ahead
for a spot
fastened safely
under tables.
We kneeled down
and dropped
our heads--
the blast
unseen, the burnt
offering unknown.
We almost prayed
against the rule--
Moslems without rugs
and no Mecca.
Nothing fell
that moment
but silence
and a little
wonder on a ear.
Then the teacher said
that all
was clear--
so we dropped
back to normal:
slow,
lifting up
hazy heads.
from A Hollow of Waves (1983), first appearing The Junction City Daily Union (March, 1983)
Blue Clouds
for Susan
1
Some day we may see them.
They come not at all in summer
and rarely in winter.
A good time to look might be
in the fall, or in that little
spring in October's first rain.
2
Frost and fog are their enemies
as well as hot sun, but brief
downpours and the wind
good friends.
3
All of one thing is no good.
They prefer variation
among their gray neighbors.
And if the moon's in the daytime sky,
it's much too clear for them.
4
Except, perhaps, only in theory,
the sky is one blue cloud.
5
But mostly they're like moons
of the same color, leaps around clouds.
A gap here may serve their purpose
or a touch of nearby white.
There they are for a moment.
Then gray again
like the rest. from A Hollow of Waves (1983)
The Fly
What frightened you
was what they made you
think you didn't want
to see. The man covered
with black cloth carried
your attention in his
furtive movements. When
his wife brought him gruel
at the door, the man jerked
it in with his only human
arm. And the camera caught
the wife as she listened
for the slurp. So much
for scientific experiments
gone wrong, the fly in the
works. You missed the con-
fusion: a big half-man, half-
fly and a tiny, buzzing thing
with a squeaky voice. No
scream you heard could
release the long affliction.
Squeezed in a vise, some-
thing lurked home with you
that night, flashing back
to every facet of
an eye you finally saw
so garishly exposed. from A Hollow of Waves (1983)
Early Renunciation
We give you this early spring
while we peer up
all winter still trying
administration of the sky
This is your time
for shining yellow green
we only can remember
glancing down
each spring about this time
thanks this year to you
Some other day you may find out
moss and grass are childhood
friends and going
upward stiffens late complexions
in an overgrowth
That time of course
must have its own rewards
But for today hold on
just a little while
you touch the tender
we no longer cash
We are standing straight
barren branches
letting down a sunlight
and a shower
knowing now to make
a bit of room for you from A Hollow of Waves (1983)
The Columbia Gorge from Larch Mountain
for Jarold Ramsey
Some time in March
snow stops coming out of the sky
grey mists open
and darken
clouds unloosen their hold on the trees
One day later
blue cliffs appear
and frozen falls come down
flooding throats with song
Then it's time
to let the winds blow in the mind
to look up into falls and rivers
or up through cloud gaps
past white-watching peaks
bright under sky
Now that spring is certain
there's an evening hour for stories
old fishing rocks surface
with petroglyphs
and remnants of villages
submerged by modern dams
Trees swing again
salmon return in great numbers
voices of spirits
human and animal
walk on mountain winds
(first prize winner of the OSPA's Oregon Country Prize, 1981)
Unfolding The Future
The future unfolds
one leaf at a time.
Your head heavy on the pillow
this morning
stirs gently, rubs against
the fabric of sheet and case--
the whole warming Earth
spinning and attracting you down--
your brain unfolding a little,
groping for that conscious self
you must lift up each day.
But you surrender a little longer.
Bird calls, car engines
unfold too, causing you
to roll over. And another ear
receives the morning news.
"We're not getting very far today,
are we?" announces
your significant other,
whom you begin to see now:
already up, unfolding the blankets,
refolding the curtain.
Then you notice together
the buds, the flowers, the yellow green
leaves, unfolding in the bright spring sun. Beyond Modesto